[28 Sep 2005|09:07pm] im so fucking sick of people theres not too many people that i actually like anymore kae, my band, and a few other people i can put up with others. i wish i could tell everyone that i didnt like, that i didnt like them 2 comments|post comment

OK [06 Sep 2005|09:31pm] big slap in the face about why i fucking hate you 1 comment|post comment

music [05 Sep 2005|02:37am] [ mood | whatever ] so yeah, all i've done for the last 3 days is play guitar and write. i find myself thinking a lot more than usual, probably because i sit at home and have nothing else to do.  ive realized that a lot of things piss me off. really small things, and you'd think they wouldn't matter. school blows, its the easiest year ive had for a long time though. part of the reason i get mad is because i see people that i don't like and i see my friends do really stupid things i had a dream that my dad came back to life that made me more upset than anything because i know that it can never happen post comment

whatever [03 Sep 2005|10:48pm] everything i write im going to end up keeping to myself. if thats the way the world wants it then fuck you all. post comment

[31 Aug 2005|07:17pm] mor got invited to play congress kile and ed cant fucking bummer idk how they know about us, or how they got my number half the time i dont even know it. and today i was starting to think that i didnt have a chance thanks for the reminder 1 comment|post comment

[20 Aug 2005|12:09am] [ mood | sad ] today really fell apart. its ironic how things happen, but i guess my band just isnt meant to play shows yet. i love everyone who came out to see us even though we couldnt play and i love auden for being such cool dudes. i hope you feel better soon joe perez it makes me sad to see you not laugh as much as you usually do. maybe sometime soon my band will play and my dream will be closer. i only have 2 years to do what i want to do. im not going to college post comment

[13 Aug 2005|02:09am] [ mood | pissed off ] so kae and i cleaned my room really good today. then rosco comes in at 4 in the morning when i finally lay down to sleep and fucking pisses all over my futon and my down comforter then runs to the other side of the house, while pissing. just what i fucking needed. post comment

one step closer [02 Aug 2005|12:59pm] my band is doing really well, we have recieved a JBL Power Amp thanks to drew's dad and it seems like it gave us a little more ambition. i feel like im being conceeeded but we sound really good and its just going to continue to get better. the past couple weeks have been really really awesome and this might be the longest time ive been happy for. this rules 2 comments|post comment

[18 Jul 2005|02:41pm] i havent writtin in here for a while, and for the most part things have been very good. i recieved my third ipod, my band is doing really well, jp and i have been hanging out a lot, and we finally sat down and got the acoustic project rolling. my hair is getting natural highlights and i like it. i started playing counter strike again and i'd like to say that i am doing pretty good. kaeleigh's cousins are coming tomorow and im going to hang out with kaeleigh and them i think. practice thursday and sunday but i cant for long on sunday because i have to go to kaeleigh's mother's birthday party. i think we may start recording again. post comment

[09 Jul 2005|10:48pm] [ music | saosin ] things have been good lately. my band just keeps getting better and i continue to think and strive for my dreams. ive been playing a lot of CS and skating and playing guitar. i wrote a pretty acoustic song that will soon be used for the band, its a good song. tomorow is practice and then sunday guitar lessons. woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo 1 comment|post comment

too much sun [27 Jun 2005|09:35pm] i went to great america and im going to pass out. i miss andrew i havent talked to him for like a week im in one of those 'worry about the band' moods, i hate it im goign to sleep. post comment

it was too hot outside today [23 Jun 2005|10:01pm] lately most of my time has been spent skating. ive been enjoying it. drews on vacation so no practice for a couple days with the band. im hungry and i hope kae comes with food soon. i dont really have much to say, but i love my friends, and i love my girlfriend so much. i miss tatiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii bf4e 3 comments|post comment

yeah [19 Jun 2005|02:33am] its fathers day. happy fathers day dad, i love you. and i feel like shit. 1 comment|post comment

something witty. [17 Jun 2005|02:02am] [ mood | eeeeeh ] [ music | thrice ] today i remembered why i loved to skate. its such a good feeling to stick something thats badass. i had practice today, and the whole band was almost there. call me crazy, but every practice ive been feeling dejavu. my guess is because ed never shows up. he called me today and i didnt know what to say to him. i want him in the band but it seems like it will never work because he is too busy. i dont know what to do about it, so i suppose i will just wait it out. in the later of today i hung out with kaeleigh, i downloaded skate videos for a while and then we watched american dad and family. i love her even when she gets upset sometimes, but i guess that happens and i have to get past it. girls are so weird. tati sent me an email and it made me sad, i wish she would come home. it would make so many people happy. post comment

fff featuring kyle hanks [10 Jun 2005|11:59pm] i had so much fun at the show tonight. i love falling from fate, they are the coolest people i know. they let me play with them for part of a song and it was so awesome. ever since ive started hanging out with them ive been really happy. its nice to have really good friends. well before the show, i woke up and cut the grass. it was kinda hot out but i had my ipod on and was rocking out on the riding mower. i hope no one was watching me. then jack andrew and i went skating for a little bit. it wasnt really skating though because they had to find out how they were getting to and home from the show. its all good though, were supposed to skate tomorow. then beto wanted to get out of his house, so we went to the show. betos a cool guy to hang around with. i plan to do that some more. tati moves monday. i really dont want her to go. its really really sad. i dont know what to put. ive sat here for like 10 minutes thinking of what to write to say how i feel about it. i really really dont want her to go. i dont hang out with her all the time or anything like kae and allie do but shes my bf4e. fuck. i always realize how good i have shit when im losing it. this has happened far to many times to me. if you read this, you will always have me as a friend and ill always be here and ill be waiting for when you come back, me and kae will always be waiting. and you will always fucking be. im not one of those oh yeah bf4e lolz omg u r so kool we need to hang out im gay i say bf4e because its a habbit and i say that to all my friends. this is for real. i can only give you so many picks, but im going to try my hardest to take my band as far as i can, and one of the songs are going to be for you, and were going to be popular as fuck and you will hear people singing the song and you will know its about you. youll know that you will always have people who care about you. i hate rambling on but this is the only way i can express myself right now. fuck post comment

finally i get off my ass [02 Jun 2005|08:23pm] things have been pretty sweet recently becauseeeeeee i started hanging out with jp andrew and jack like every day. it feels good to skate again and actually do something. me and jp are going to start an acoutic thing together, it should be really awesome. it sucks not being able to play music with my band because theyre so busy, so this will be a good thing for me. today i cut my finger almost all the way around it. the cut isnt really that bad but it hurts when i play guitar, so im just going to let leave it alone and hopefully i can play soon. it might be a sign that i should study for my finals but i dont know. i have to do a project for spanish thats due monday and that fucking sucks. peace out livejournal land post comment

[21 May 2005|03:26pm] [ music | saosin ] ive been so bored lately. i actually want to get a job with my brother just so i keep myself busy. ive sat in my room for 2 days now, i know some people do it longer but i usually hang out with kae. but not this weekend. and yesterday my friends went somewhere and i wasnt invited. so whatever. things have been pretty shitty lately. i deffinitly feel like a loser lately. but i guess thats my choice. i quit my job, i stopped going places. i never thought what i was going to do when kae got a job and i would have to find things to keep myself busy with. i sit on my ass and play guitar or videogames. yeah, real rockstar material there. the last thing i did fun was go to the battle of the bands last weekend. i remember when i would have fun every day, what the fuck happened to that. im still 16, why the hell am i so bored. 1 comment|post comment

[14 May 2005|10:23am] first my ipod and now my life. what a huge mistake. post comment

good day [05 May 2005|08:40pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | SILENCE! ] today was really good. i woke up fucking tierd because of work, but i was more awake at school then i usually am. i had practice today and it was really fun. its awesome when everyone is there. brians mom said she really likes us but we have to turn the guitars down. her favorite song is: i swear to god im dreaming. i mean, yeah that song is wonderful and all, but my favorite is far from here. it doesnt get any better than far from here. as i am typing this kaeleigh is at browns chicken for her first day. i hope she doesnt have to do as much work as i do there. seriously, it seems like i do all the work and everyone else just stands there. i fucking hate mopping the floor. tomorow is fridayyyy and i think im going to hang out with kaeleigh after 8 because thats when she gets off work. then i have to work the whole weekend, including motheres day. boo. i love kaeeeeeee and jp and my band and my friends and the people who started putting the nail files inside of the nail clippers. post comment

day one [04 May 2005|10:26pm] [ mood | so tierd ] [ music | funeral for a friend ] today was my first day at browns. when i got there i just stood around for a half hour because my boss joe told me to. then the guy who was training me arrived after a while. the first part of the day isnt really that bad at work. the end really sucks though. mopping and sweeping are not really my strong points. im not grossed out by touching bloody chicken anymore. it sounds worse than it really is, but a lot colder. tomorow is practice, thank god. it seems like its been forever. i love my band. everyone got pissed a couple days ago but everythings back in place and shits calmed down. i have to work sat and sun 4-close. i hate closing. i never thought mopping the floor would be so tiering. well after you wet mop, scrub the floor for like 10 minutes, and then dry mop (the whole place) it gets really tiering. working is a lot different than sitting on my ass all day. i cant wait till i get my line6 head. post comment

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