kylehanks

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 02:18:56 GMT

im so fucking sick of people

theres not too many people that i actually like anymore
kae, my band, and a few other people
i can put up with others.

i wish i could tell everyone that i didnt like, that i didnt like them

OK

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 02:32:29 GMT

big slap in the face about why i fucking hate you

music

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 07:39:13 GMT

so yeah, all i've done for the last 3 days is play guitar and write.
i find myself thinking a lot more than usual,
probably because i sit at home and have nothing else to do.

ive realized that a lot of things piss me off.
really small things, and you'd think they wouldn't matter.

school blows, its the easiest year ive had for a long time though.
part of the reason i get mad is because i see people that i don't like
and i see my friends do really stupid things

i had a dream that my dad came back to life
that made me more upset than anything
because i know that it can never happen

whatever

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 03:49:59 GMT

everything i write im going to end up keeping to myself.

if thats the way the world wants it then fuck you all.

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 00:22:20 GMT

mor got invited to play congress

kile and ed cant

fucking bummer

idk how they know about us, or how they got my number

half the time i dont even know it.

and today i was starting to think that i didnt have a chance

thanks for the reminder

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 05:12:14 GMT

today really fell apart. its ironic how things happen, but i guess my band just isnt meant to play shows yet. i love everyone who came out to see us even though we couldnt play and i love auden for being such cool dudes. i hope you feel better soon joe perez it makes me sad to see you not laugh as much as you usually do.

maybe sometime soon my band will play and my dream will be closer. i only have 2 years to do what i want to do. im not going to college

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 09:11:12 GMT

so kae and i cleaned my room really good today. then rosco comes in at 4 in the morning when i finally lay down to sleep and fucking pisses all over my futon and my down comforter then runs to the other side of the house, while pissing. just what i fucking needed.

one step closer

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 18:02:34 GMT

my band is doing really well, we have recieved a JBL Power Amp thanks to drew's dad and it seems like it gave us a little more ambition. i feel like im being conceeeded but we sound really good and its just going to continue to get better. the past couple weeks have been really really awesome and this might be the longest time ive been happy for. this rules

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 21:44:16 GMT

i havent writtin in here for a while, and for the most part things have been very good. i recieved my third ipod, my band is doing really well, jp and i have been hanging out a lot, and we finally sat down and got the acoustic project rolling. my hair is getting natural highlights and i like it. i started playing counter strike again and i'd like to say that i am doing pretty good. kaeleigh's cousins are coming tomorow and im going to hang out with kaeleigh and them i think. practice thursday and sunday but i cant for long on sunday because i have to go to kaeleigh's mother's birthday party. i think we may start recording again.

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 03:51:27 GMT

things have been good lately. my band just keeps getting better and i continue to think and strive for my dreams. ive been playing a lot of CS and skating and playing guitar. i wrote a pretty acoustic song that will soon be used for the band, its a good song. tomorow is practice and then sunday guitar lessons. woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

too much sun

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 02:38:45 GMT

i went to great america and im going to pass out.

i miss andrew i havent talked to him for like a week

im in one of those 'worry about the band' moods, i hate it im goign to sleep.

it was too hot outside today

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 03:04:55 GMT

lately most of my time has been spent skating. ive been enjoying it.

drews on vacation so no practice for a couple days with the band.

im hungry and i hope kae comes with food soon.

i dont really have much to say, but i love my friends, and i love my girlfriend so much.

i miss tatiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii bf4e

yeah

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 07:35:51 GMT

its fathers day.

happy fathers day dad, i love you.

and i feel like shit.

something witty.

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 07:10:27 GMT

today i remembered why i loved to skate. its such a good feeling to stick something thats badass.

i had practice today, and the whole band was almost there. call me crazy, but every practice ive been feeling dejavu. my guess is because ed never shows up. he called me today and i didnt know what to say to him. i want him in the band but it seems like it will never work because he is too busy. i dont know what to do about it, so i suppose i will just wait it out.

in the later of today i hung out with kaeleigh, i downloaded skate videos for a while and then we watched american dad and family. i love her even when she gets upset sometimes, but i guess that happens and i have to get past it. girls are so weird.

tati sent me an email and it made me sad, i wish she would come home. it would make so many people happy.

fff featuring kyle hanks

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 05:24:53 GMT

i had so much fun at the show tonight. i love falling from fate, they are the coolest people i know. they let me play with them for part of a song and it was so awesome. ever since ive started hanging out with them ive been really happy. its nice to have really good friends.

well before the show, i woke up and cut the grass. it was kinda hot out but i had my ipod on and was rocking out on the riding mower. i hope no one was watching me.

then jack andrew and i went skating for a little bit. it wasnt really skating though because they had to find out how they were getting to and home from the show. its all good though, were supposed to skate tomorow.

then beto wanted to get out of his house, so we went to the show. betos a cool guy to hang around with. i plan to do that some more.

tati moves monday. i really dont want her to go. its really really sad. i dont know what to put. ive sat here for like 10 minutes thinking of what to write to say how i feel about it. i really really dont want her to go. i dont hang out with her all the time or anything like kae and allie do but shes my bf4e. fuck. i always realize how good i have shit when im losing it. this has happened far to many times to me.

if you read this, you will always have me as a friend and ill always be here and ill be waiting for when you come back, me and kae will always be waiting. and you will always fucking be. im not one of those oh yeah bf4e lolz omg u r so kool we need to hang out im gay i say bf4e because its a habbit and i say that to all my friends. this is for real. i can only give you so many picks, but im going to try my hardest to take my band as far as i can, and one of the songs are going to be for you, and were going to be popular as fuck and you will hear people singing the song and you will know its about you. youll know that you will always have people who care about you. i hate rambling on but this is the only way i can express myself right now.

fuck

finally i get off my ass

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 01:29:55 GMT

things have been pretty sweet recently becauseeeeeee i started hanging out with jp andrew and jack like every day. it feels good to skate again and actually do something.

me and jp are going to start an acoutic thing together, it should be really awesome. it sucks not being able to play music with my band because theyre so busy, so this will be a good thing for me.

today i cut my finger almost all the way around it. the cut isnt really that bad but it hurts when i play guitar, so im just going to let leave it alone and hopefully i can play soon. it might be a sign that i should study for my finals but i dont know. i have to do a project for spanish thats due monday and that fucking sucks.

peace out livejournal land

Sat, 21 May 2005 20:32:30 GMT

ive been so bored lately. i actually want to get a job with my brother just so i keep myself busy. ive sat in my room for 2 days now, i know some people do it longer but i usually hang out with kae. but not this weekend. and yesterday my friends went somewhere and i wasnt invited. so whatever. things have been pretty shitty lately.

i deffinitly feel like a loser lately. but i guess thats my choice. i quit my job, i stopped going places. i never thought what i was going to do when kae got a job and i would have to find things to keep myself busy with. i sit on my ass and play guitar or videogames. yeah, real rockstar material there. the last thing i did fun was go to the battle of the bands last weekend. i remember when i would have fun every day, what the fuck happened to that. im still 16, why the hell am i so bored.

Sat, 14 May 2005 15:24:28 GMT

first my ipod and now my life.

what a huge mistake.

good day

Fri, 06 May 2005 01:46:50 GMT

today was really good. i woke up fucking tierd because of work, but i was more awake at school then i usually am. i had practice today and it was really fun. its awesome when everyone is there. brians mom said she really likes us but we have to turn the guitars down. her favorite song is: i swear to god im dreaming. i mean, yeah that song is wonderful and all, but my favorite is far from here. it doesnt get any better than far from here. as i am typing this kaeleigh is at browns chicken for her first day. i hope she doesnt have to do as much work as i do there. seriously, it seems like i do all the work and everyone else just stands there. i fucking hate mopping the floor. tomorow is fridayyyy and i think im going to hang out with kaeleigh after 8 because thats when she gets off work. then i have to work the whole weekend, including motheres day. boo. i love kaeeeeeee and jp and my band and my friends and the people who started putting the nail files inside of the nail clippers.

day one

Thu, 05 May 2005 03:32:57 GMT

today was my first day at browns. when i got there i just stood around for a half hour because my boss joe told me to. then the guy who was training me arrived after a while. the first part of the day isnt really that bad at work. the end really sucks though. mopping and sweeping are not really my strong points. im not grossed out by touching bloody chicken anymore. it sounds worse than it really is, but a lot colder.

tomorow is practice, thank god. it seems like its been forever. i love my band. everyone got pissed a couple days ago but everythings back in place and shits calmed down.

i have to work sat and sun 4-close. i hate closing. i never thought mopping the floor would be so tiering. well after you wet mop, scrub the floor for like 10 minutes, and then dry mop (the whole place) it gets really tiering. working is a lot different than sitting on my ass all day.

i cant wait till i get my line6 head.

i dont know

Tue, 03 May 2005 00:49:33 GMT

if i had to describe my day in 6 words, it would be:

shoot me in the fucking face.

im sick. todays a bad day.

uhhhhhh

Sun, 01 May 2005 05:14:40 GMT

today i had to cut the grass for a little while. its not that bad, i get to think about a lot of things. the only bad part is when i run into tree branches with my face, and when it starts to rain.

i went and picked up a workers permit for my new job at browns chicken, and i also got my first scedual ever. and to my surprise, it sucks. wednesday, saturday, and sunday. on sunday i have to work 4 - 10 and ill probably have to skate home, yay. but with the job comes getting shit i want, like my nylon string and a new head for my cab. i hope i can handle a job and i dont get too bored/tierd/ or hate it too much.

i cleaned my oldest guitar off today and it looks decent and preforms pretty well. somethings suck about it, but its fun to mess around with. i want my room to have a bunch of guitars in it, right now i have three. soon there will be a new addition to the family (nylon acoustic) and i would also like to get a strat sometime in the future.

practice is tomorow, i hope everyone can make it. please be ungrounded drew.

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 01:55:01 GMT

past couple days have sucked. drews grounded and sick, kaes mad, i dont have a nylon acoustic. today sucked except for seeing kae and getting a job interview for tomorow. im dont like this.

sunday better happen, ill be so pissed if it doesnt. this week hasnt been the greatest thing to ever happen to me, and not having practice on sunday would make it even worse.

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 03:24:12 GMT

Kyle Hanks: i was updating my livejournal
Kyle Hanks: and i totally exited it
Kyle Hanks: fuck it
dudemanjp1: oh man
dudemanjp1: thjat suckssss

nice spelling jp, nice.

this post in a nutshell:

school sucks, my band rules, car accidents are scarey, brothers house is fun, amityville is fucked up, doh howls, pants are off, got a job application, jp said there will be a possible show in june, i love kae and shes sick. NOOOOOO

my dog makes me so mad

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 20:49:05 GMT

i come home, and my dog found his way into my room and tore up a bunch of shit. wow. he is such a fucker. sometimes i just want to kick him in the face.

the band has been doing really good lately. ed came to a practice this week, i hope he has more free days so he can jam with us. its a lot better with him, so it sucks when he cant make it. everyone continues to get a lot better with their instruments and playing together as a band. it seems like brian is really getting into this kind of music, which is really awesome. hes starting to practice a lot and our songs are getting a lot cooler beats as we go on. kiles getting a lot better too, when we started out he couldnt play a lot of stuff but now hes rippin shit up. and drew is great, what a wonderful voice. i dont think i could stand playing with any other singer than drew, we were made to make beautiful music together.

im supposed to hang out with kaeleigh today, but shes going to her friends house before we hang out. i cant till 430 anyways, so she should go have fun while i sit at home.

i guess im getting a job soon or something. the more i think about it the more i dont want to do it at all. i bet i will quit the first week i get a job. im not going to miss any band practices, ill just tell them that its a religious thing and that i have to attend or something like that.

my mom and my sister are going to pensylvania because my great grandmother died, and i will be staying at home for a couple days. i have a ride on sunday to practice, so thats good. thank you david camp, you fucking rule.

kile and ed are writing songs for the band now. so thats 3 people we have going at it. if we keep getting better at the same rate as we are now, were going to kick ass. watch out indiana.

hey jp